A - A tramp
B - A black cleaner
C - A dreadlocked busker
A
Leicester Square .
B
March.
C
A Friday.
A
Lunchtime.
B
This year?
C
Perhaps.
A
Maybe last.
B
But less likely.
C
This week.
A
Yes.
B
Or next.
C
Possibly.
All
Yeah.
B
Sun’s out.
C
Yeah, bright it was, spring day.
A
But cold.
B
Fresh.
C
You know how it gets.
A
Like today.
B
Yes.
C
Very much like today.
A
Bright light.
B
White. Like summer’s surprised the whole city.
C
Opened it’s raincoat and flashed it with sun.
A
And I’m thinking ‘Sometimes I love this town’ -
B
And the thought stops me short.
C
Strummin me gee-tar.
A
Swiggin me can.
B
Scrubbing the grout from the office window.
C
And I think ‘What suckers are we for a bit of bright’.
A
Whilst strangers chuck me crusts and pennies -
B
High-heeled ‘colleagues’ walk on by -
C
Policemen move me on as many -
A
Times a day as reasons why.
B
And I take it back.
C
My sunny mood.
A
And wonder what to do for food.
B
For all the time, the chattering minds -
C
Of passing London ’s -
A
Office classes -
B
Murmur judgement -
C
Sneer with glances -
A
Happy people -
B
Feeling whole -
C
Schizophrenic -
A
City voices -
B
Spit my name.
A
And scar my soul.
Beat.
A
Tramp.
C
Punk.
B
Slave.
Beat. A guitar plays a melancholy chord.
C
I strum a chord. B Minor.
A
See nothing.
B
Be minor.
C
For we –
All
Are unimportant.
Beat. The guitar strums once more.
B
But something breaks my cheerful reverie -
C
A sound like nothing heard before -
A
A hollow howling desperate scream -
B
A cry of passion -
C
Fear -
A
Or war.
B
Third floor I see him, wrapped in blue.
C
And red - on fire!
A
Charging to the building’s edge.
B
He leaps.
C
Launches.
A
Arms outstretched.
B
And falls.
C
Fast.
A
Time doesn’t stop.
C
He doesn’t hover.
B
He doesn’t take an age to die.
A
It’s raw.
B
And bloody.
A
Lands on the back of the neck.
B
Top of the spine.
C
With a sound -
A
A sound -
B
That sound …
C
Like stomping on a carton.
A
Or slapping steak against a wall.
B
And he’s down.
C
Still burning.
A
At my feet.
B
Lands at the feet of some homeless guy.
C
And I’d laugh if I didn’t want to cry.
B
He kneels.
A
I kneel. And he looks at me.
B
Stock-still in that burning sheet.
C
Turns his head.
A
Opens his mouth.
B
Seems to say something.
C
Lips move.
A
Heavy accent. Somewhere distant.
B
A flicker of life.
C
Whispers.
A
To me. To the last person he’ll see. And he says -
B
He says -
C
He says -
A
‘Tell them. This is my protest.’ (Pause) And then the blood comes. Nose, ears, eyes, every hole.
Pours out of him in great torrents of red.
B
And he’s gone.
C
He’s gone.
A
It’s over.
Beat.
B
The tramp stands -
C
Staggers -
A
Drop my can. Vision panning out. Realise.
B
It’s not a sheet -
C
He’s set on fire.
A
But a flag.
B
Red.
C
White.
A
Blue.
B
Now black.
C
Stars.
A
Stars.
B
Stars.
All
And stripes.
Pause.
B
I wish it ended there.
C
Oh God.
A
Oh fuck.
B
We all wished that.
C
But the crowds -
A
The crowds -
B
The crowds swarm in.
C
Like ants to honey.
B
The sticky sweetness of horror.
C
If only they knew.
A
They are all -
All
Doomed.
B
From my vantage point up high I see the ambulance come.
C
Quickly.
A
Too quickly.
B
Had it been parked?
C
Prob’ly passed it.
B
Ticking over.
C
But the memory -
B
Didn’t make a mark.
A
I don’t like this.
B
Sick with fear.
C
Stomach rising in my mouth.
A
I scurry backwards to my doorway.
B
Something hanging -
C
Tension -
A
Static -
B
Crackly air.
C
My mum would say.
A
Backing off.
B
They’re here.
C
Okay.
A
The men are here to do their job.
B
Crowds part.
C
Let it through.
A
Fuckin hundreds looking on.
C
Watching horror.
B
Car crash theatre.
A
Unaware.
B
They’ll get their due.
C
The ambulance …
A
… stops.
B
They wait for the doors.
C
But nothing.
A
Nothing.
B
No-one.
Pause.
C
A second.
B
And then it happens.
A
A light.
B
Oh God.
C
A thousand suns.
A
The heat.
B
The thunder.
C
Ripping open.
A
Everything.
B
And everyone.
A
Imagine -
B
Imagine -
C
Imagine -
B
Being entombed in liquid lava.
A
Fisting its way into every hole.
C
Ruptured ear drums.
B
Hot and bleeding.
A
Skin -
C
The skin -
B
Macheted off.
A
Heads snapped forward -
C
Back -
B
And sideways -
A
Limbs wrenched open.
C
Limbs wrenched off.
B
And the crowd -
A
The onlookers -
C
The audience -
B
Crushed.
A
Flayed.
C
Flattened.
B
Like a bullet into dominoes.
A
And in all my days –
C
I have never felt -
B
So alive.
Pause.
A
The bomb -
C
The bomb -
B
The bomb was in the ambulance.
C
And for a moment -
A
For one moment -
B
For one half of one second of my life -
C
The thought is there.
A
How brilliant. How brilliant.
B
And then it’s gone.
Beat.
C
Be minor.
A
See nothing.
B
Be unimportant.
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